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Everyday I wake up, I feel so weak

Sometimes, I feel like this world will never listen to me
No one else would ever understand the pain in my heart
The thoughts that are forever jailed in my head
Radiating all throughout my body

Everyday I wake up, I feel so weak
I just want that sleep will eat me forever
I want to wake up no more
I am scared and petrified

Thinking that this thing I am holding right now
Would eventually kill me
Because the only thing that makes me happy
Is through hurting myself

People will never care
If I either live or die
Because no one cared
And no one ever will


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